Have not written in two years. Honestly, I was wondering if this site even still exist. Well, I guess it does. It was a hard year last year, many trials, many mistakes, many disappointments but a midst the dark clouds, rays from the sun still shined in.
I opended my new year with having close friends at my new condo. We watched the fireworks from the balcony. It was wonderful! It was like first time in a long time we were able to watch fireworks on new years day. On the 1st of Jan, the leaders had a brain stoming meeting in Genting View Apartments. It was indeed wonderful, much time was spend talking and brainstorming on ways to improve the church. Personally I spend a lot of time by myself during the ‘free’ times. I walked around the area thinking about the pass year, thinking about the new year and thinking about what my actions should be. If there was one thing I learned thgoughout the whole time in the brainstorming session – it was making right decisions.
What are right decisions and how do we know the decision we make is correct or not? I pen down this – the decision made must at the end bring about more oppurtunity to serve God and to make Him happy. I was struggling with an issue for a few weeks, having a choice to turn right of left, but not knowing what anyone of the outcome would be. A lot of weighing and thinking was made, pros and cons of both roads were considered. A decision was needed to be made. I choose the road that I was sure would be able to give me the oppurtunity to make God happy. Yes, one might say, how would you know if the other road does not give you the same oppurtunity? Thats precisly my point! I don’t know. And I won’t know, but I know by choosing this road, I have that – oppurtunity to serve God without obstructions.
I met with an accident this morning, was traumatic for me cause for some really unknown reason, I have met with quiet a number of accidents recently. Its never cheap to meet with accidents and it sure does give me a lot of stress. I was really down but much better now. Throughout the morning till afternoon I had a line of a song from one of my fav singers – “I look above and I know that I have always been blessed with love”. I may not know the reason of it all on why what happened to day happened, but I know God’s there and I have been blessed with love – His Love.
