Action

Comes a point when you just seem stagnant, growth stumbled. What happens next? 6, what a number

All are liars

Failure

I really can’t help but to feel that I am really a failure. It’s not an emo statement. It’s a deduction from what’s happening in my life. I am really a failure.

Selah

Large flux of post over the reason days. Unstable and some stable and back to unstableness of emotions.

I question God a lot lately, on why certain things are the way they are. Why I could not have what I want and if so, then why present it in front of me.

I can say this now, but does not mean that I can continue to say this all the time. I am very very afraid to say that I can do anything because I know, I am human and still fall. This is one of my main troubles in life, the expectation of being called a deacon – that expectation people would have on me, especially the ones I am really close with. Especially the one that I am close with. It shakes me up. Tremendously. What if I stand and say how we ought to live our lives but cannot fulfill this sayings?

Another one, God has thought me this, reminded me this for the pass two days. A very hard lesson for me, very hard indeed – God desires obedience. He demands obedience. He demands me to have no wants other then the wants of pleasing Him. How am I able to do this with my heart that has wants and needs and desires? That was my questions to Him, how do I give to You all?

Then I remember my fav song – this is my desire, to worship you….. Lord I give You my life….. Which is also the theme of this blog of mine.

Lord, with my strength, I am unable to give you my life and my all. Totally unable to do that, I beg of You, all my years of prayer and asking that I love You above any other person or thing in this world, now I add that You give me that strength I need to do exactly this.

My inmost prayer from my heart – Let me love You more then any other thing or person on this earth and give me the strength to do this.

justVince

I think I’ve gone very unstable. I am not sure what to do

……………..

Say something I’m giving up on you

In my head, where words are so many, silence was the only one there…..

Tired

It does get tiring…..

Faith

I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. (Ephesians 3:16-21 NIV)

It is a fact that God would help and give us sufficient grace we need everyday of our lives. It takes the leap of faith only from ourselves to believe and want to believe that God is there waiting for us to reach out to Him.

Many times though, knowingly, we step out that boundary of trust and follow back our own methods in which we think is the way to go, then stumbling, we end up questioning God back. Iconic this all sounds but a hundred percent true of us all.

Dear Lord, help me see You.

Faith comes in hearing the Word of God.

justVince

Thousand Years

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave?
How can I love when I’m afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone,
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What’s standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand years

Huh?

Would this statement be correct: – learn to give up.

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